After a long hiatus...

Things are still the same. But now I realised that I have to live with them.No one is going to come to rescue and I have to accept the things the way they are.Nothing outside me, can I ever change.So I have turned more inwards for help.Life seems more peaceful that way, having nothing to expect. But it still hurts deep down somewhere. Somewhere some voice is still resisting change. Least it knows ,that, it has to die down too. Only in its death, is there a clearing, and only in it, a new possibility of life. Life seems so harsh, but then...Y is everything fair here?!